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Monday, May 11, 2009

12:21 AM

Get Up~

4 months... It's my fourth month into job hunt...

Count it as a blessing or not...the story's not yet complete and I'm looking forward to it with an expectant heart

These 3 months I felt so blessed! One day in Feburary, I received a call from my aunt. "Aye Winnie, you want to work at my workplace? They're finding someone to do admin." "Hmm, are they recruiting part time or full time? Cos I'm still looking for a job that's related to what I've studied." "You talk to Eny (who is my current boss) directly okay?"

As I talked to Eny, I found out that she's recruiting a full time person but is fine with me working as part-time for the time being. She wanted me to work 5days but I bargained to 3days as I've event to handle at my previous workplace. She wanted me to work from 9-6pm but I bargained from 9-5pm so that I can leave early for cell and meetings. She wanted to pay me monthly but I requested to be paid bi-weekly. Not sure why at that point of time, I had the guts to bargain. That's so not like me. Well..it all turns out okay and so I got this part-time job. The story is not yet over...

I had a starting pay of only $5.50 per hour which is so far the highest pay that she has given to any of her admin assistant. Though it was kind of little but I thought it was still better to have a little allowances. Within 2 weeks, she rose my pay to $6 and within a month, she rose again to $7 per hour. Praise God! Such blessings only comes through him as I found favour in her eyes. Thank God that during the 2 years at SYFC I was trained to do things quick. It was through multi-tasking and doing things efficiently that impressed my boss and so the rose in pay.

The working environment was also good! Eveyone is so helpful to one another, hearing each other's problems, giving advices, teaching one another, buying food for each other..a doubly friendly environment and what more in an insurance company where agents fight for sales.

My boss is also a Christian so she will encourage me with her testimonies. It was so good to talk about God even at a secular environment. What encourages me most is to know that my boss is so discipline that she'll wake up early in the morning to do her quiet time before fetching her daughter to school. She be my role model for a mother in future. Though I am only a part-timer, she was also willing to realease me whenever I need to go for an interview and even enrolled me to learn a course coming week. How blessed am I! I guess I cannot find such blessings unless it comes from God. May God bless Eny and her family and this whole department! It is the best working place that I have been to so far!

Few weeks back, I received an internal email from my lecturer that PUB is recruiting and so I was called to recee the place the following week. Interesting word ya? Recee. Usually people will say that you can come down for an interview but not recee. It sounded as if they've intended to employ me. To my surprise, it was true. The person wanted to employ me already, however, the HR wanted me to go for an interview. Before that, I have to be shortlisted and before I can be shortlisted, I have to send in my transcripts. Now it's back to square one. Now I have got to wait.

Then last friday, AVA called. Finally, after 2 months. I am shortlisted for the interview coming wednesday. Though I have not gotten the job, I still feel blessed for the opportunity to be able to go for the interview. These opportunities are really hard to come by. But all I can do now is to be prepared and pray! Pray for me too if you could:)

move on...

Monday, February 09, 2009

8:36 PM

Get Up~

'Be still, and know that I am God' (Ps 46:10a)

Lately I just finish reading this book called Radical Reliance by Joseph M. Stowell. What really spoke to me was this verse 'Be still, and know that I am God.' Being still to me was literally staying still and listening to His still small voice. I was wrong. The author explained that be still in Hebrews literally means to let go. I never thought about it this way.

To soar as an eagle above the storms, not only means to learn to wait upon the Lord and put my hope in Him. I have to learn to let go of the things in my life. ‘Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will your path straight.’ (Prob 3:5-6) God assured that we can trust Him with all our heart, not part of our heart but all our heart; not just some ways but all our ways. Therefore, just let go... strive no more for He is the only one whom we can always depend on.

As far as I can remember, I don’t think God has rebuked me before. Few weeks ago, I got reproved by Him a few times through QT and people. ‘Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But with gentleness and respect’ (1 Pet 3:15b). Truly, though at times I may be prepared but never fully prepared. As I mature in Christ, I had to learn to be more accountable in my walk with God - to always be fully prepared to give an answer to everyone. One that is glorifying to God.

I need to grow up. God help me!

move on...

Saturday, January 03, 2009

12:52 AM

Get Up~

2008 was a year of great expectations and happenings! I got so much to thank God for from the simplest thing like the breath of life..something that I learn not to take for granted! Everyday is a gift to me.

As this new year begins, I've decided to revive this blog! Revival! haha~

I've chosen the name pure clover...got this inspiration from the organiser that my supervisor gave me. It's really pretty! The whole blog also revolves around the theme: Clover

This year hopefully I can update my blog more often! like once a week?

I just realised something about myself. I'm not someone who can focus and I can't sit still!!! Oh no...Am I becoming more and more immature??? Argh..that cannot happen!

Therefore, I've decided to settle down to think, reflect and pen it down for the week using this blog.

Some of my New Year Resolution for the year2009:
1) Complete 6 out of 13 Books that my friend has given to me
2) Cling onto the verse in Isaiah 40:28-31 ~ Soar on wings like eagles
3) Help my cell members to grow in their walk with God
4) Be a good volunteer (at SYFC)
5) Be more Christ-like

move on...

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

12:57 AM

Get Up~

17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. 'I wowed 'em,' he later told his father, Bruce. 'It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote.' It also was the last.

Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was driving home from a friend's house when his car went off Bulen-Pierce Road in Pickaway County and struck a utility pole. He emerged from the wreck unharmed but stepped on a downed power line and was electrocuted.The Moores framed a copy of Brian's essay and hung it among the family portraits in the living room.

'I think God used him to make a point. I think we were meant to find it and make something out of it,' Mrs. Moore said of the essay. She and her husband want to share their son's vision of life after death. 'I'm happy for Brian. I know he's in heaven. I know I'll see him.'

Brian's Essay: The Room...

In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room. There were no distinguishing features except for the one wall covered with small index card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endless in either direction, had very different headings.

As I drew near the wall of files, the first to catch my attention was one that read 'Girls I have liked.' I opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked to realize that I recognized the names written on each one. And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was.This lifeless room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here were written the actions of my every moment, big and small, in a detail my memory couldn't match. A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching.

A file named 'Friends' was next to one marked 'Friends I have betrayed.' The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird 'Books I Have Read,' 'Lies I Have Told,' 'Comfort I have Given,' 'Jokes I Have Laughed at.' Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: 'Things I've yelled at my brothers.' Others I couldn't laugh at: 'Things I Have Done in My Anger', 'Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents.' I never ceased to be surprised by the contents.

Often there were many more cards than I expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped. I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived. Could it be possible that I had the time in my years to fill each of these thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth. Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature.When I pulled out the file marked 'TV Shows I have watched', I realized the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly, and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of shows but more by the vast time I knew that file represented.

When I came to a file marked 'Lustful Thoughts,' I felt a chill run through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test its size and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content.I felt sick to think that such a moment had been recorded. An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: No one must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to destroy them!'

In insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong as steel when I tried to tear it.Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh.

And then I saw it. The title bore 'People I Have Shared the Gospel With.' The handle was brighter than those around it, seemed newer, almost unused. I pulled on its handle and a small box not more than three inches long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand.And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt. They started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried. I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes.

No one must ever, ever know of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key. But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him.No, please not Him. Not here. Oh, anyone but Jesus. I watched helplessly as He began to open the files and read the cards. I couldn't bear to watch His response. And in the moments I could bring myself to look at His face, I saw a sorrow deeper than my own.He seemed to intuitively go to the worst boxes. Why did He have to read every one?

Finally He turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in His eyes. But this was a pity that didn't anger me. I dropped my head, covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. But He didn't say a word. He just cried with me.

Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name over mine on each card. 'No!' I shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was 'No, no,' as I pulled the card from Him. His name shouldn't be on these cards. But there it was, written in red so rich, so dark, so alive. The name of Jesus covered mine. It was written with His blood. He gently took the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the cards.

I don't think I'll ever understand how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close the last file and walk back to my side.He placed His hand on my shoulder and said, 'It is finished.' I stood up, and He led me out of the room. There was no lock on its door. There were still cards to be written.'I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.'-Phil. 4:13 'For God so loved the world that He gave His only son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.'

Amen.

move on...

Friday, August 17, 2007

4:40 PM

Get Up~

InSomNia 2007

(an overnight "investigation" game)

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solve a crime

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SYFC

journey through remote parts of Singapore e.g. cemetery, jurong fish port...be the first to solve this mystery "murder" case...the battle of the wits...

Highlights:
CSI CRASH COURSE Learn to be a crime scene investigator from a Real Forensic Expert. Discover how real life murders are investigated and have hands-on training to solve a crime...

PRIZES for the top 3 teams to solve the 'murder' case...

Important Info

date: 7-8 September 2007 (NP,RP & SP)
14-15 September 2007 (TP&NYP)

time: 5pm till dawn

venue to meet: tampines MRT
cost: $12 per person (includes transport, stay at bungalow, food etc.)

closing date: 3 September

need more info? call iris @ 92219051

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Monday, August 28, 2006

2:27 PM

Get Up~

It's been quite a while since I last blogged! Well my exams were just over and now can say that I'm enjoying my holidays though I still have to go back to school like at least twice a week. Yea, got to buck up for my fyp. Tomorrow I'll be going to a Bible camp organised by YFC. It's a 3days 2nights camp. This is my first time going to a bible camp and I guess it'll be really fun!

My grandpa (my mum's father) had been in and out of hospital since last year. He had frequent heart attacks. Ever since he had been in and out of the hospital, he grew so thin that his bones were so obvious and the look from his eyes were so weak. My grandpa had changed so much within this one year, from being able to walk alot to needing people to help him around. Life is so unpredictable. But I also want to praise God that through this 1 year, my grandpa has gotten to know God more and is now closer to Him. To all brothers and sisters out there, I would really be grateful if you could pray for my grandpa's health and faith! Thanks in advance! :)

Yesterday, my aunt offered me champagne grapes. It's my first time tasting these grapes. It's really OISHII NE!!! Yummy! *drooling* Then my aunt said it only comes in this season. So i guess only during this season i'll enjoy only champagne grapes and for the rest of the season then I'll take other fruits. Bleh..crazy..

My church just celebrated its 50th birthday at Raffles Convention Center last last sunday. The performances and sermon were awesome! The food there were GREAT! Especially the winter melon soup. I never like to eat winter melon, it's only this time that I ate it. And it's really tasty. It's the best winter melon I've ever tasted so far! Oh yea, I've uploaded some of the pictures in friendster! Once again, HAPPY 50th BIRTHDAY, BETHEL!!! whooo~~~

This morning or rather midnight, Yufang messaged me. I knew something was wrong but still messaged her back and told her it's alright to call me. As expected it was true, something bad has happened. I know I'm not a good advisor but I still want to let you know that I'll always lend you my listening ear. I also don't how to solve your problem because I've never been through such hardships as you go through. But I really understand it's really difficult for you for times like this and I know you've always been very strong and continue to perservere alright because God is always there for you. Please don't place your hope on man even myself because humans always cause dissapointments and it'll only make you more miserable if you place all your hopes on them. I've prayed for you already, that what I think I can do so far. But if really need help just give me a call, remember my handphone is always 24/7 on! Thank God made me a light-sleeper so that I can pick up calls although I'm asleep. Haha~ Yufang, remember He will never leave us nor forsake us. Have faith! Everything will be alright in the end! :)

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